Ok, I try to write my posts in this blog on my terrible English)).
I'm an artist and I always had it. I'm convinced that people are not becoming an artist, people are born as artists. And it manifests everywhere: in the picture, in the clothing you wear, the food that you cook in your lifestyle. Also words you use for talking. The artist composes the image. The image is an artist!
Most importantly that we aspire to a feeling of peace, feeling of satisfaction.
I  create for one brief moment of happiness.
The artist constantly need new emotions: as a small ripple on the water and storm or Storm of the Century)
But the happiness was transformed into the rest and it could kill artist. Eternal rest is death for our emotions. We're running a feeling of satisfaction, but when we are saturated with this feeling, we become unhappy ..